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Scream
I think my biggest flaw is that I try too hard
I fall too deep, I love too much
I use my heart to get used to it
I use it often and often leave it orphan.

What I need right now is just a good scream
A loud one like a 90s horror film
Like encouraging a soccer team
Like no one’s around so crazy I might not seem
So loud for so long my lungs dry out and screams turn to hymn
Screams turn to prayers straight to him
Not for thanks or worship but for talks more grim
Like why my heart has grown 2 sizes too small like grinch and hungry thus so slim
Where’s the love without conditions like light you claim to beam?
I just want space to sob in peace
I just want to scream with no witnesses
It needs not to be a stadium or a hall,
Just an empty park is all I need, solitude my therapist
Everyone please ignore my screams
They’re not a cry for help, it is just how I deal.

I think my biggest flaw is that I try too hard
I fall to deep, I love too much
I use my heart a lot to get used to it
I use it often and often leave it orphan..