My minds a blank space bound by thoughts and memories that I can't escape from Its hurts my relationships my family my life I feel I am drowning and no one to save me it hurts to feel unwanted unloved unappreciated I do everthing for you with nothing in return I can never figure out why I bother I try so hard to be positive but the negative always knocks me down tares me apart piece by piece I scream no one hears I cry in silence I ask myself why . I feel I do so much and l get shit for it I ask my self when will my life matter I try and I try and the weight and the burden keeps me down
I want to let it go I want to be happy but things keep happening my memories hunt me some bad some good mainly bad stay in my mind I don't know how to let them go...