As I lay awake in the midst of the night..As silents visits my room and makes friends with boredom..

Only then, did I notice that I was alone.. Only then did I notice that it had been dark outside..

It took me a while to register the neglect.. It took me a while to realize, that I only have me to count on and only me can stand a chance of making myself happy..Only I was capable of loving me with no restrictions or regulations..

Only me..

I realized that I'm the only one that can go through my heart without having to battle with the walls I've put up.. It took me a long while to realize that.. But eventually I did
© Thandy.M