As the days add number,
I sit and I remember
The memories, they linger
and yes they make it harder
to move even an inch further.
From a heartless king,
From a broken monster,
To melted ice
a broken sculpture.
I sat on my throne,
And scorned at love
I laughed at its followers.
Satisfied with the heartbreak of others,
I felt indignation for words other mortals longed to hear.
Many tears I caused,
Embarrassments and worse
King of hearts I was called
But would I remain a player??
Lord is this Karma?
Like destructive waters,
You seeped into the boundaries of
My hearts borders.
Like a fool I watched you draw closer
Aware of what your actions would bring and how it endangers.
Little by little you melted my ice palace
There was nothing too special,
Yet about you, everything was.
And like a flood clears up everything
In it's path,
You had destroyed the hardest parts to my lonely heart.
With a kiss, you had sealed the deal.
The sun shone,
The waters evaporated
Leaving a dry and desolate land.
The ice rebuilds
as I've found no way
To cope with the rebound of this hard hit,
I dispassiate the hard heat that surrounds.
Your moments, my moments, all memories.
I cling on, I hold on,
Refusing to let go.
You were such a bittersweet sensation
For in a world of countless belongings,
You gave me something to loose.
Dare I say I would never love again,
Dare I say I would always run from the pain.
Here I lay rebuilding the walls that protect me,
But leaving a door for my fantasy,
A foolish hope,
A stupid dream,
Of a flood I long to see.
The same that made everything else loose color.
The same that makes me want to start over.
My walls are completely with ice and it's heat, converting waters to more materials for this fortress
Yet my doors are concrete.
Succeptible to waters hit.
Love is the gods punishment to mortals