Somewhere within my heart,
I search for what seems impossible,
I skimp and slump on the floor
Crying for help with the aid of none.
What can be foretold if what is to happen.
There's just no one that seems to understand me.
As I wonder in a lost wilderness in my heart.
Dumped me in a cave of fear that hold my fondling heart
What do I search for in it?
When I know my heart lies within you.
Taking it all with you, I'm left useless like a waste
Pleading and crying,you broke me:
Pieces lying on the floor with no piece to pick.
You shattered me; like my utmost dreams,
You broke my out if life,
And now I'm enslaved by your wills .
You crave for my longing lips,
I try to escape
But knowing my weakness
You captured me.
You stole me without my consent
And stole the 'you' I longed dreamed of
You broke me and killed my spirit.
Now I'm as dead as though I was never living.
Your blood,
Your soul,
Your heart,
I promise to take.
The knife,
The sword,
The axe,
I promise to use in your heartless flesh.
Your blood flowing like a river,
Will be in my neck,
Smoothing it on my lips,
"You are mine,
and you are a slave
and cannot live without me.
I shall kill you but though I still live you.
You make me sick but though I love you.
Your lips as red as blood.
I love your soul,body and heart
but then you make my life a misery", he said.
And now I'm standing on your body,
You are lifeless now.
And then I shall now say,
"I love you, my dear.
You're a dead lover to my heart,
A heart stinger to my life
But though you're my everything,
You're a dead lover to my life,
You make my life a living hell,
You make me summon up fear."
You caress neck as I moan,
Oh! what a vanity life is,
Your death eascaped my mind like a gas just leaving a container.
"Now you're gone as I wished,
Bye,
Bye, gone lover" ,I finally finished.
Piercing the sword into every inch of your body,
And I laugh in horror of my deed
Which is flowing.
I bite your chest as I caress through you,
I laugh as I taste the sourness of your blood.
Dead lover, I will always remember you.
In laughter,
I summon courage to cry.
I cry in happiness as tears of joy
Cascade my cheeks.
My eyes now flowing like a spring fall,
I carry your lifeless body,
Which I dug for us.
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#Grey's Story Time
#resentmentofloveindepression
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