As much as I didn't plan any of the sudden likeness and solace I find you, I want to keep holding unto the same sudden and unplanned love that it has ensured to. I've yanked weights on my shoulders, learned to garner strengths to walk in so many shoes, loved so hard even when I didn't get sufficiently back, nudged so many doors that didn't open, well, I'm not here to push facts further tell you something that didn't happen and I have plummeting faith that none of this new to mortal existence and neither to you. You have invited me to a home where I wouldn't dare make you rescind the invitation with my susceptibility, shallowness, and other ways I can get to hurt you. I'm not saying I'm going to hurt you or make you feel less of who you're already are and the...