As much as I didn't plan any of the sudden likeness and solace I find you, I want to keep holding unto the same sudden and unplanned love that it has ensured to. I've yanked weights on my shoulders, learned to garner strengths to walk in so many shoes, loved so hard even when I didn't get sufficiently back, nudged so many doors that didn't open, well, I'm not here to push facts further tell you something that didn't happen and I have plummeting faith that none of this new to mortal existence and neither to you. You have invited me to a home where I wouldn't dare make you rescind the invitation with my susceptibility, shallowness, and other ways I can get to hurt you. I'm not saying I'm going to hurt you or make you feel less of who you're already are and the person you're right now is so plenipotent, trust me. I don't know if I should speak in tongues of man or angel, cause eruptions of magma, awake signs, ignite the whole world, or create striking awareness to back up the thought in me every second I think about you. Your face is soothing, your body is fire, your brain is indispensable, your heart is comforting, your smile is glamorous and real. I might be taking this too far but at the end of the day, it's still gonna be who I'm. Like I always say, I want to enjoy this while it last because there's no forever but right now I'll do anything to keep proving the fact that I want forever with you. Forever in the land that brings joy, goodness, honey, incandesce, sweet spice smell. Please let me love you in ways I can, ways that wouldn't hurt, ways of reassurance, ways of hope and belief, ways that only I know of. you're beautiful inside out and this is no hoax. I want to stop torturing myself of not craving more, I want to stop expressing myself but it is not so easy and I hope none of us walks away. I don't just adore you, I want you, and I'll be there in substantial and small ways😊
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