Am I To Blame?
I'm missing someone
whom I never met
I'm crying over something
that didn't happen yet
I'm regretting the things
that I never said
Keep staring at the messages
that still stay unread.
I care about the people
who don't seem to care
I try to change myself
so they know I'm there.
I compare myself
with someone who's gorgeous
And looking at myself,
I shed a zillion tears.
People walk by me, they stare
Say things to me, words do maim
I know they talk about me
i know they call me names
Is it a crime that I exist?
Am I to blame?
They tell me it's okay
but is it? is it really?
Should I always walk away
when people do bad things to me?
I ask myself, is it just me
who's always nervous so self-conscious?
Am I really ugly
or did no-one ever make me feel gorgeous?
© K.C.Waghela
whom I never met
I'm crying over something
that didn't happen yet
I'm regretting the things
that I never said
Keep staring at the messages
that still stay unread.
I care about the people
who don't seem to care
I try to change myself
so they know I'm there.
I compare myself
with someone who's gorgeous
And looking at myself,
I shed a zillion tears.
People walk by me, they stare
Say things to me, words do maim
I know they talk about me
i know they call me names
Is it a crime that I exist?
Am I to blame?
They tell me it's okay
but is it? is it really?
Should I always walk away
when people do bad things to me?
I ask myself, is it just me
who's always nervous so self-conscious?
Am I really ugly
or did no-one ever make me feel gorgeous?
© K.C.Waghela