Eradicated,

And I'm lost for words,

Decimated,

As I try to explain,

That sometimes I'm different,

Though I try not to be it,

I don't want to be judged,

I don't mean any harm,

It's who I am on the inside,

And that try as I may,

Is something I cannot change,

It hurts no one,

No one but myself,

I just want to be accepted,

And not to live in pain,

I've tried quitting,

But I just hurt inside and out,

And I don't feel the same,

I try to hide the desire,

Run away from the fantasy,

But it just bites back,

It haunts and consumes me,

So I choose live it,

Ignoring the shame...