I was doomed from the get go in this here shit show
when my father first held me he looked at me like he was gonna kill me
I suffered trauma and nightmares as an infant
angels cried and hell descended
if I found love id apprehend it
but here I am writing to nobody just pretending
I don't want to sound like a bitch but this is my last year but I aint a snitch
once I lived a woman and she loved me those where the happiest days I ever knew
if I knew you I hope I helped you
if somebody knows a cause I can dedicate my life to
I would give anything to makey life count for something I don't want to die with no achievments