I finally found him again
Have him right in my reach,
But now I can’t decide
If it’s the right thing I need
The opportunity is right there
Sitting infront of me,
But I can’t make the choice
Both seem wrong,
Yet both seem right

I’ve thought about this for years
Every single night,
But still
I have lost energy to fight
Motivation is hard to use
When I know it might end in another bruise,
But I don’t want to miss out over an excuse

I’m staring...