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I swear
please don't give up on me,
I swear to my father,
I swear to my mother,
that I wont be like him,
I should have known it wasn't easy,
my knees are scard
and my lungs are black,
I swear to my mother I wouldnt be like him,
I swear to my father I wouldn't be him
should have known my thoughts aren't mine,
I should have known how to forget you,
but my thought are saying
"why'd you leave me" "don't you love me"
and "what father leaves his daughters and son?"
I should have known,
that, one high turns into many,
I should have known,
that, one thought turns into many,
I should have known to never loved you
I should have known that it never just stops at a hit of a vape 1 time,
now it's...