I was born in a loving family, my birth was a reason families reunited and celebrated. True unconditional love is all I ever known since birth until my early primary school years I always made sure that I enjoyed loving and being loved everyday by friends and close family members as if I knew it wouldn't last.

That jealous devil intruded unexpectedly in the mist of the night & slaughtered my family & destroyed all I knew as love, joy, peace & happiness. They say joy comes in the morning, but in the morning I found myself living in a deep dark pit bleeding & left for death.

A night of horror had come to kill& destroy like a thief in the night with it's devils & stole the only true love I knew as a young boy (details in my next book called; Dying with embarrassments)

Ever since the my life has never been the same as if a gigantic bat has stretched it's wings in mid day and blocked my sunshine & left me feeling lonely in a dark endless pit.
Ever since then i have been longing for the same kind of true love

I have searched on top of hills and below the bottom of the deepest seas in the heart of man.
As a young adult in my early twenties I have tried so may times so desperately to find love, but whenever I would try my luck in love it was as if I was asking the woman to walk on water then jump into a garbage bin & walk on hot coal ashes to prove they loved me as if I was too ugly to be loved

Now and then I would flat I try my luck in love & I would...