I cry when no one knows am crying
I smile when everybody's smiling
I really try my best
To be like the rest
I live cause everybody's living
Scared to always keep on giving
It's strange how I don't feel home when at am home
Biggest fear is to end up all alone
Am only human just so you know
I hurt even if I don't let it show
I love it when it's summer
Cause my nights gets a Lil warmer
I hate it when the sky gets sunny
I laugh when nothing's funny
The only way I stay sane
Is hiding all the pain
Most people prefer trips in Fancy cars
I prefer to watch up the stars
It somehow helps my scars
I would stay up at night
To get lost in it's dim light
It really is a beautiful sight
It's a great view
They give the night the light
They give the dark beauty
They give hope
As even in darkness
They remain beautiful
I had friends who betray
Sad thought leads me astray
I drown deep
Everytime I sleep
I die in my dreams
you never hear my screams
Sometimes I gotta let it show
I gotta let you know
I want to me let go
I have things I feel
Cuts I can't seal
Scars i can't heal
My heart breaks
My walls shakes
My scars bleed
My heart pleads
Life is full of greed
Never gives the peace I need
My heart feels Alot of pain
I hide my tears in the rain
I cry for help
I cry as I fall
You ignore my call
Everything will always be the same
No one even knows my name
Cause am just another human
Just a random face
In a busy place
So it doesn't matter
If I break or scatter
No one would care
They all just stare
To them am just another
So no reason to bother

#sadpoetryy
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© Sophie Davies