why is it so easy to offer my soul on a silver
no bronze
no metal
no stone platter to the highest bidder?
where's the value in me?
does self love mean nothing to me?
I sell myself out just for HIM. he doesn't love me. he doesn't care. I'm his sex toy. I'm his thing and I allow it. when will I know a love that washes me clean of my sins? or to lower the standard,

one that treats me good? is it too much to ask to be respected? maybe.
if I told you I thought I deserve that respect I would be lying. if I was to describe what I DESERVE, you'll furrow your eyebrows and look at me with concern. my soul has been bruised and whipped. I know pain, not much else.
But PLEASE if it's not too much to ask I would liked to shown love instead. keep in mind this was laced with guilt and I can't look you in the eye when asking such a request.








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