Clenching my veins
Leaving blue marks on my skin
Mixing my blood with their poison
Sending it to my heart
Making it frozen
The snakes living in my brain
They're making more like their selves
One after one
Digging their teeth in my flesh
I can feel their tongues with two ends
Now I can feel in my feet
the presence of this venom
In my fingers and palms
even all over my bones
Feeling pains all over my body
Like my shadow is fading
Can't even recognize my reflection
Seeing my flesh pieces on ground
While the soul is rejecting
This barely saved skeleton
Seeing myself dying
Seeing myself being killed by this
Venom of depression
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