You say🗣️ that skirt is too small for your body. That shirt is too dull for your complexion. You've gained a lot...you are looking ugly. Do some exercise to reduce your weight. You say🗣️🗣️

And so I act along, I play my part while these crushing words slowly breaks my heart❤️💔. I could feel the tears 😭 brimming and slashing in me like water in a glass that is unsteady and too full. I have never felt this low in while😓

Hiding the pain, hiding the hurt. Hiding the tears that fall like rain. Saying am okay when am deeply hurting 😫😖. For all it takes is a beautiful fake smile to hide the injured soul and they will never notice how broken 💔 you really are.

Surrounded by darkness, overwhelmed with shame. A life of without peace and love♥️. A place with shattered dreams and with no tomorrow. A place of sorrow, pain, disappointments, regrets and shame. This place is my heart ❤️.

I'm scared to close my eyes and the voices in my head won't let me sleep soundly.
And don't tell me that you know exactly what I feel coz you don't and you will never understand 😓.

Do you understand how it feels to feel like you are built for pain?
Do you understand how it feels to feel like you are filth and shame?
Do you understand how it feels like to be surrounded by people who always discriminate you? They always tell you that you are not good enough😥🥺 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

I once tried telling you how I feel but I might be speaking a foreign language coz you treat me like a drama queen when I start the subject. See, if you can't understand me,Please🙏🙏 try to stand by my side.
Is that too much to ask????🤷🤷🤷