Future I fantasized was bright but the one brought into my existence is opaque
Aren't aspirations ought to be accomplished? or I'm asking for the moon?
But they said only sky is the limit,why I must diminish what my soul and heart yearns?
I worked tooth and nail against the clock because I wanted nothing doozy
I aimed as high as a kate
Drastic times called for drastic measurements
I pulled all my eggs in one busked
Please someone tell me I'm not a damp squib!

I got a lot on my plate whilst time is against me,am I getting cold feet or demotivated?
No self! perish this thought it is perilous remember a poison tree bears poison fruit
Lemme not stab myself in the back a promise made is a promise kept
Am I making empty promice I? Deity confirm all I long is confirmation
Your plans for I are phenomenal beyond human imagination,yes they are! so now lemme be optimistic
I am optimistic but I have cheap on my shoulder as a results I'm a doubting Thomas but Im obliged to carry this cross as heavy as it is for my heaven to be brought on earth...