I once love the girl in the mirror
because of who she had become
I once loved the thoughts that she thought
being in a world so cold and your insides were like ice
you couldn't help but get sucked into the playground of hell
always looking over your shoulder
scared to look people in their eye
they say your eyes tell a story
but can someone tell me mine
my life is a battlefield
that sometimes it takes over me
the thoughts that I think
they're not mine they're borrowed
the things I went through their tiresome
they wore me out
please each day do your part and put a smile on my heart
and put my doubts in the dark
and please show me what I'm really about
because the thoughts that I think
they're not even mine they're borrowed

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