To my ex-bestfriend,

I respected you a lot. I deeply cared for you.
I wanted so so much to have you care for me too.
But I don't think you ever did. You never had.
I was the convenient option. The only option.
The one in all your classes and such.
And so you stuck with me despite disliking me.
Harbouring so much hatred at small things.
And over time, it accumulated and you held it against me.
Held it all against me....