sitting in the absence of light
in the absence of life, in the dark
fighting with the internal demons
while making another hurtful mark

the traces of the past were there
making me do all of that again,
the void and numbness kept replacing
blast of emotions and the upcoming rain

no sound, just silence in the room
except the screams of her soul
the loop kept repeating, every week
I kept falling, being forever weak



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