The smile on my face is nothing but a makeup
They say I'm selfish because I don't open up
They don't get it,I'm already dead inside
What's left is me in the pool of my own blood
It's frustrating but I can't help myself
I can't help but to lie to protect the ones I love
It hurts when I see them cry
Twice as much when I'm the reason why
So I conceal my emotions as they matter less
When I hold them,I know they deserve the best
But what I offer is the worst
I think it's time for me to let you go
Out of my grasp of pain and into the ground of hopes
But I've also...