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I don't Trust myself
I don't trust myself with being loyal.
When I meet someone who treats me right,
my mind wanders to the other side,
I betray him with my thoughts,
going where the grass is greener.
I walk through streets in summer dresses,
feel them staring when they pass me,
make eyecontact and hold the gaze,
I do like the attention.
I can't help but lead them on,
I do it though I know its wrong,
with guiltless eyes making them nervous,
I trap them, wrap 'em, 'round my finger.
It's in my nature to get bored,
I'll text you first but then I'll stop,
leave you on 'read' that's how you know
I have no interest anymore.
With me, 'forever' does just not exist,
since I am too much of a narcissist.
I keep you close then pull away.
U lose. I win. My rules. My game.
© JoeyK
When I meet someone who treats me right,
my mind wanders to the other side,
I betray him with my thoughts,
going where the grass is greener.
I walk through streets in summer dresses,
feel them staring when they pass me,
make eyecontact and hold the gaze,
I do like the attention.
I can't help but lead them on,
I do it though I know its wrong,
with guiltless eyes making them nervous,
I trap them, wrap 'em, 'round my finger.
It's in my nature to get bored,
I'll text you first but then I'll stop,
leave you on 'read' that's how you know
I have no interest anymore.
With me, 'forever' does just not exist,
since I am too much of a narcissist.
I keep you close then pull away.
U lose. I win. My rules. My game.
© JoeyK
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