Cannot go back, will not move forward; how, when I do not understand what happend?

Trust what, relay on who, awaiting the Almighty is the only thing for me to do.
Awaiting Him is the only thing for me to do, and I know I will see my hearts desire from it, too.

You told me that nobody would believe me, but you forgot that I will, is what I told you; howbeit, I did not say what I would do; awaiting the Almighty,
I am awaiting...