I am in a bad way as i strugle through each day as if each day is the first day since you left i dont know how much more i can take soon i fear a phycotic brake i fear laying in our bed for some reason stuck in my head i cant sleep with out you so i stand instead I awake crying every morning of everyday haunted by the same Dream everynight of every day me screaming wait hold on dont go please . stay my wife puts her arms around me sits on my lap tells me im here baby by your side im your ride or die but i already know my fate once i leave this state i promise she says as i start too wake i strugle to stay asleep. And for her i reach. But its not working i cry babe wait come back but its too late i wake sobbing pain so great this the start of my day soon i fear going crazy with permanent psychotic brake
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