The way I love you, hurts.
I scream through the tears and the arguments and the fears of losing you everyday just so I can prove to you that I love you.
I bang on the walls that are invisible but there, asking and begging you to love me the way I love you. I screamed and screamed so you can finally hear me, finally listen, but I think at the end of the day; I was trying to convince myself, so I can stay. For what? Not sure. Is the pain of staying everyday with someone who no longer loves me or tolerates me at that, worthwhile? Just because I believed this was real and you were the one for me, when I am not the one for you. The way I love you hurts, but the way you dont love me hurts me further. Not sure if Im just addicted to this pain or im addicted to loving you, is a valid reason as to why I stay all the...