I ruined the best thing I ever had
Yes I'm talking bout my kids dad
I ruined our family i ruined our life
I should of married him n been his wife
Hes so special to me in every way
I regret ever walking away

He never smiles or laughs anymore
Hes not the man he was before
If u knew him u know hes not the same
I feel like I'm the one to blame
I should of tried harder to fix the wrong
With him is where I truly belong

So much time has went by since we parted
Since I left him I've been broken hearted
I would drop everything for him no lie
I feel so drawn to him n I dont know why
People always say u guys will get back together one day
I think to myself there's no way
To much has happened in the past 7 years
Too much pain too many tears

I know hes moved on n so have I
But it's not the same n I'm not sure why
No man will ever take his place in my heart
Hes held that place from the very start
I will never love another like I love my kids dad
I promise u hes the best I ever had