I am having these thoughts,
very curious, very frustrating,
I would like to present them to you,
curious person,

"If they say just do what you have to,
don't worry about what comes the fruit,
and you did just that,
but didn't really acquire what would have decided your whole life,
the fruit didn't help you,
but you kept on doing what you have to,
trying on and on,
failing on and on,
in the hopes of...