I just want to cuddle with you and sleep in your arms.
I want to sleep so I won't feel anything.
I want to sleep so I won't overthink over and over again.
But I can't sleep unless in your arms.
Sent you the last poem.
You still haven't replied yet,
but I guess I'll nap until you text me back.
Oh how much I want to kiss you.
How many things we could do.
I would pin you against the wall.
You're shorter than me.
We could sleep until the morning.
We could do anything.
I would write you a poem on paper.
Could make you origami lilies.
Would hold your hand while kissing so you would feel comfortable.
You could wrap your hand around my neck.
I feel your hands while imagining this.
I feel your hand on my neck.
We could make dreams real.
You can make me beg for this.
I would do it without asking for it.
I would beg for all of this.

I don't think I'll be sending you this.

© Tortise