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what I couldn't read without tears
i read to you like I wrote about you,
silk tears very hard to iron down without burning my eyes,
It killed me a little, to know that you love her yet I get to love you,
I've met her
I've listened to her,
I have thousands of problems but I still priority the one you gave me, just as the choice of my happiness, I lean to you,
for four years I fought for you
wrote poems about you
i fill my pages with your hurt, my delusional thoughts of you giving me happiness.
I was happy, drifting away from you,
'got pulled back by the invisible magnet force that always drags me to you,
I have suffered, I wish no one the same.

this time was no way my last till I find someone to save me,
or I learn how to save myself.

© Yazid