I tried to remember more
I keep on forgetting
The memories I wish to store
Are now been scattering.

At one time someone was precious
But the reasons I don't have
Why do I want reasons
For something that I like.

I tried to preserve talks
To share when I have some time
I waited and waited for so long
But I never get a perfect time.

I tried to preserve friendship
And talked less not to hurt them
And now the conversation become scarce
I feel burdened to reconnect with them.

I tried to become perfect
And end up hating myself
For every failure I achieved
That can be prevented if I can.

So I decided to end all sufferings
And live a life without preoccupied thoughts.
Maybe I am not what I expected to be
At least now I am enjoying the peace.

© Amitra