Nothing hurts more than those sky high expectations
Why everyone still believes in me even though I'm doing worst
Why they are confident about me when I myself have got zero self esteem
All those books and questions seems like a never ending black hole to me
There's no end of it
But still I gotta pretend that I'm doing my best cause I don't want to see those eyes that show hope, belief and faith turning into disappointment
It hurts more when those expectations are from your really special person who has seen the worst of you
I don't know if I'll be able to make it or not
But I'm sure enough of not giving up until the end
I can't do it but I don't want to stop it
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