The way I used to be
(Inspired and based on the book with the same title by Amber Smith. It is a story of a girl who was SA by her brother's bestfriend one night as she was sleeping in her room. She does found a man she loves, but they come to separate in one point of the book.)
And there I stood holding my breath,
thought I would have died
before anything would come to an end.
And my body was aching from all that pain.
I could have choked and he didn't know,
he was killing me that way.
I sow the aftermath of it.
I had lost something and I couldn't speak.
I had lost that something within.
He took so much from me!
I just.. I just tried to sleep.
I don't know what he did to me.
He turned me in something I hate from...
And there I stood holding my breath,
thought I would have died
before anything would come to an end.
And my body was aching from all that pain.
I could have choked and he didn't know,
he was killing me that way.
I sow the aftermath of it.
I had lost something and I couldn't speak.
I had lost that something within.
He took so much from me!
I just.. I just tried to sleep.
I don't know what he did to me.
He turned me in something I hate from...