And here I am, wanting to speak.
with you, of course. why would I not?
yet you seem so uninterested.
you didn't even know,
you fail to acknowledge me.

I tell you and tell you
and I type away and I
try.
really hard.
I've always tried and I know
that I am a shit person,
but I try.
And still, you hang out with
the other.
the someone you used to date.

I'd really prefer if you didn't but
I feel selfish.
I don't want to be selfish.
I don't want to be
clingy
or rude
or a brat.

A brat.
I never wanted to be one and I know
I have my issues and I know
I don't think before I speak and
I know.
I know.

I really try my hardest but
what does it amount to when
it's just a one-sided conversation?

You may tell me you love me but I don't see
love when
you never offer to hang out.
I don't see love when you never text first and
I don't see love when you
don't
try.

And maybe I'm dumb and
maybe I'm ugly and
maybe you say I'm all you could ever want
but that's
just
it.
something you said.
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