You ever feel so alone, like you got no one at all, not one single person, that you could just grab your up phone and call..
So you just sit there and think, about the bulshit and drama, reminiscing the days, when my kids still had their mama.
But now they stuck here with me, I'm just a failure as a fatha, I don't blame them for leaving, talking bout my son and my daughta..
They both gave up on me, because they were tired of waiting, wondering how long will it be, and how long has it taken..
Thinking I'm just gonna say fuck it, just let everything go, I can't handle this pain, feel like my tops bout to blow.
I write this shit down, so I can express how I'm feeling, gotta think of a way, to start this process if healing.
But I'm way to convinced, that its just to damn late, I feel like nobody can save me, like this must just be my fate...
© heavenly kevinly