Why is that I am so emotional these days
Why is that my heart seldom breaks
Why is that the thoughts inside my head go haywire
Why is that all my thoughts just turn in to negativity
Maybe it's the expectations
Maybe it's their uncertainty
I want calamity
Sometimes I wish to end my life
Sometimes it's the stress that outruns me
Sometimes I just wanna have wings to fly away
From all the depression from all the toxicity
I need a direction to this life
Or I will die of sheer anxiety

© laibu