I keep looking at my phone.
There's nothing, at least nothing from you.
You said I was a waste of your time
Now thinking if I'm a waste of life.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect I'm sorry I messed up.
When I said I loved you you said I don't understand love you said I was an embarrassment to the word.
And yet I still love you.
I thought I wasn't going to lose you.
I thought you wouldn't let me go.
I still haven't let you go.
I thought we were forever.
I feel stupid.
I'm tired of crying because of you.
I'm tired of checking my phone to see if You've texted me when I know damn Well you wont.
Why can't I just forget you.
When you've already forgotten me.

© peace