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Lost files
the restart ..a new key in a place
that doesnt change the locks
I take a moment to myself
as the sirens grow near
I can hear the steady paces of crusier
with medical way behind the police are coming
what have i done this time
is it finally possible
is it finally true
Have i made it far enough to understand
The habitual behavior in an habitual man
A comfortable feeling interrupted with interogation
the birds chirp and the times change
the noises are obvious and the night cover is thick
the cats killing each other and the sound of choppers in the distance
growing near
ive always refused to see myself
Accept the truth and know how to stop
Its not a part of me
I push everything so far
I push everything away
The day is going to come I face what it is
I face who I am
I face what ive done
learn what its like to accept
the fray inside of the undone
...The sesna the single engine f.b.i.
silence echos with frogs the cockroach in the sand
sand puppy paradise the scorpion in the mud
salamander worm holes
the decay inside of what we know
taught to be the peace
taught to fight the war.
lost inside the truth
reaching out for more