#TranscendingGrief

No, it’s wrong, I can’t.
I can’t go on, I can’t .
You ain’t gone yet.
You’re at home I bet.
See you soon. I’ll call ahead.
Haven’t spoken in years.
I promise I won’t yell again.
I won’t believe you’re dead.
I’ve miss you dad
We might not see eye to eye
but memories i won’t forget.
I cleaned your place after you left.
Mom came to the funeral.
Other family too so you know.
I haven’t seen since I was ten.
Like an uncle that never calls.
I’m the black sheep I bet
I know I’m correct.
All i got is mom now, Miss you dad.
Two months later I found mom dead..
I handled memorial cards.
Picked out the casket
prayed by the bed..
Living with strangers now.
With every loss we find more to connect.
I guess…

© XlchthoNyx