I took a lot of heroin
and snorted a lot of hope
i’m not delusional or insane
but you make me feel fucking crazy
i crave the silence of an empty cave
the echo of the walls
the slow
silent drip
drip
drip
dropping
the silence of pain
hurt me
i plead
cut me
i beg you
fuck me while you do it
i want to hurt
i crave it
i need it
i want it more than anything
i can take a lot of drugs
but that only blurs my pain
and takes away my sense of time
i want you to stab me in my eyes
make me dead and blind
tie your red ribbons around my throat
and choke me until i die
infantslize me
like you always do
because you do it the best
you dumb things down
as if i have no mind of my own
you tell me what to do
what to think
what to feel
tell me how you want me
i know you like that sort of thing
a mindless slave willing to...