Some days ago, my grandpa passed away,
everyone came to our house，
I thought , Iam no longer going to feel lonely...
as my father says , that Iam unlucky,
I just realized, it's true...
everyone avoided me ,
I don't have anyone to talk ,
even there are so many people around me ,
yeah , I don't know how to talk with others,
Iam not really used to make deep conversations,
I feel so bored,
I envy everyone ,
I badly need...