Why do I have be to be me
I swear I would be better off without this 'perfect me'
I want to give you love but I don't get any
Being the perfect gentleman with open arms and a big heart is really draining
Why do I have to be me

I mean, You don't even put in the effort to get to know me
And Yet when your back can't take the load anymore
I'm there for you
I even go as far as literally carrying your cross on my shoulders and make you smile but
You still crusify me every chance you get when everything goes wrong
like your flaws are my fault
Then on my wounds you pour salt
I can't even tell you anything anymore

To you, I'm a walking human diary with a bad memory
But just so you know, I'm InHuman and I bleed too
but I can't tell you that because then I'm difficult and selfish
And yet even after all that I still make promises to you.
Why do I have to be me
I'm tired.

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