I just wanted to like you nothing more, I allowed myself to have just one thought of you I knew it was never going to be true. That's were I went wrong. You became so much more.

Dispite of what I said, I told myself it was only in my head.
I now know that it wasn't right. My thoughts in my head run away with my integrity instead.
No longer locked away, I let them run though me until they ruled me.
How can I tell my wife that I broke her heart with out breaking it apart.

Your eyes were the first thing I noticed, with their light specs of gold. I could tell they held story's that haven't been told. It wasn't your hair and the way it reflects in light like the moon bouncing off water at midnight.
When you smiled, I became liquid fire, I didn't do a thing to stop the flame from going higher. I should have walked away and put my head down in shame.

But I stayed, there I stood let you passed me by. I let your perfume hypnotize me, be before I knew I give up on not knowing you. ( I followed you )
You smelled like I dreamt what beautiful is, I should have stopped to think.
Why did I let my feelings control me.

I made such a mess of us three. I made the time I spent with you the most important thing. I forgotten about reality.

Laughter is a powerful gift one that I have been blessed with.

I thought I was just going to help you smile and it became something I thought I didn't have in a while. But I did , it was at home waiting with a smile. I just choose not to see, because I was attracted to the scenery.

My wife is who I chosen to be in my life. Why am I trying to loose sight of what is important to my life.

I should have walked away, I should have said ( I hope you have a nice day ) but I let go of the truth to follow you.
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