I always felt happiness
When I chose what I needed in life.
But getting chance to choose on my own
Were only few in numbers.
Rest everything I experienced was the result
Of me allowed others to take decisions in my life.
People around me is forcing me to think
Emotionally all the time to satisfy others.
I don't think I can tolerate this anymore.
They only see my smiling face not my tiring heart.
I'm becoming mentally exhausted more nowadays.
Every part and inches of my body is carrying
These shadows of unexpressed feelings and words
Which is making me more fatigue day by day.
I'm unable to even stand for myself
Even though I'm alive.


I really don't know why these people are
Interested in repeating the suffering
And passing it down to next generation.
Lack of educated cognitive is a serious thing.
They can't even comprehend they are wrong...