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Alone
#AloneInCrowd

Never asked for much
All I want is to have someone who can give me what I deserve,
just someone I feel close with rather than someone I feel the walls are caving in with.

In a crowded room, where everyone looks for someone they know,
here I am knowing better than anyone else,
I have got no one to hug or to show up for.
This is what I call the world of alone.

It's just me, my overthinking and I,
we have got nobody to identify our fake smiles,
nobody to wipe away my tears,
nobody to protect me from my demons and fears.

I know how it feels, when it takes 5 hours to feel like years.
I know how it feels, when you have no one to hug or run up to.
No one to find among those crowded places, dear.

It's scary to be alone,
It's scary to think I am being talked about...
It's scary to make eye contact wondering what they think,
It's scary to pretend I know my way, when I can be lost in a blink.

I have no one to show me the way out of this place,
When I walk in, there's no face I search for.



© Blackshadows