Not dark
But more like grey
From my life
Every color had faded away

It just not
some Minor setbacks
That i have sustained
But more like chronic pain
It just not
I never tried to change
But everytime i tried
I'd failed
It just not
I'm loosing my belief
But the light of hope is so dim
Even though i tried to perceive it, I'll never succeed..
It just not
I thought that i've suffered enough
But sometime I think that
This pain will end if i just give up
It just not
The first time when I'm on verge of giving up
But one thing that stops me again
Is the smile of the one whom i love....


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© KP