Bruised and beaten I can barely get up, trapped in it for years, seems impossible to escape from your love.
What luck I have, I'm obviously a great guy, don't you see me in the corner trying to hide
while I cry?
I know your not worried, you don't have to pretend. I had this coming, just know your name I will always defend.
I know there's nothing to do or nothing to say, I know that if I try, my emotions are forced too
make pay.
All that I've done, tried and planning to do. You're involved in it all, how could I be actually through.
Truth of it is I'm so blinded by your love, I'm convinced that I deserve this, so I thank the Lord above.
My friends and family all strongly disagree. They tell me to just gather me things, not say anything and just leave.
But you made it clear, I know that I can't. You said it before, without you, I don't stand a chance.
Bruised and beaten halfway convinced that what you say is true. honestly now, who wants somebody without a job or home, who's fine to sleep till late in the afternoon.
You've told me so many lies which I've radically accept. I had to make it easy for you, to keep my truth in check.
You should know though I'm seeing it now and what I see is not love. How foolish of me to ever
think it was.
You had me bruised and beaten before and I could barely even get up. Now that I finally can, I'm doing my best to build a life that I love.
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