Numbers
Counting
Background: Classic
A pause
Turns into
Several pauses
Creating a destructive process
In the mind ofcourse
But outside its focused, still, pause
Rewinding
To things that never happened
Creating an individual experience
You just asked me if I am ok
I didn't reply with words but just a smile
I am addicted to my blackouts
I am addicted to the world and its content
Still counting
Still numbers
Those can leave
But not the music in the background
Not the chase for more
Not the lyrics to my favorite song
Not you

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