I’ve been dreaming since you disappeared,
Dimensions can’t explain why I couldn’t heal.
Losing you would give me a better atmosphere,
How wrong was I trying to get our story to seal?

Breathing in the monochrome realm,
Might just throw my purse down that wishing well.
Living keeps getting closer to mayhem,
As I’m reliving events I’d beg to quell.

And I think it’s going to be a wonderful time,
Until I waver the rain clouds to dry.
I never really thought I’d end up in a pit, oh no,
Back I go to that beautiful banished zone.

The fine line is hot to walk on,
This path is burning me with everything I did wrong
Solitude doesn’t seem to understand,
Its grasp doesn’t want to lend me a helping hand.

Is love really supposed to hurt this much?
The older I get, people don’t care to stay in touch.
My broken heart keeps on closing up,
Everyone says my issues are too much.

And I think it’s going to be a brilliant time,
Until I scold the rain clouds to dry.
I never really thought I’d end up in a pit, oh no,
Back I go to that beautiful banished zone.

I don’t really like waking up anymore,
When my purpose harbours by the cruel shore.
Everything is eating me up from the inside,
Still nothing can satisfy the damned pesticides.

I’ve been trying to find a story for myself,
Yet the metaphors strike against me from help.
My face feels like it belongs to somebody else,
Filthy money bought my intuition’s wealth.

And I think it’s going to be a journey through time,
Until I wait the rain clouds to dry.
I never really thought I’d end up in a pit, oh no,
Back I go to that beautiful banished zone.

© Jessica Lauren Faye Terry