(I wrote this from a prompt on the internet that said I have to use two opposite words or ideas in a same sentence. it was really fun to write this!)

I was sitting in my room as usual. But something unusual happened today. I thought about my thoughtlessness. About How I was just learning and unlearning what others say. Never hearing the unheard voices in my own head. They grew louder in the room that kept going silent. Sometimes they were so loud and that's why I was lost so often. So lost in the chaos that my mind was never in order. Well it wasn't my job to see the unseen and feel the unfelt, but i did it like a human who had just overcome her demons. My inner demons were my biggest distress in my outer world. I could see those demons light a fire on my ice cold heart. I could see myself in ashes while others enjoyed themselves in their own selves. They were floating on a cloud, looking down upon me, while I stood on the ground, drenched in their rain. After the ashes went free in the air, I tried to confine them in myself. But then I remembered, in pursuit of my existence, I drove myself to my inexistence.
© punya