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enough
I try so hard to feel beautiful,
But every day I am let down
i am starting to see my worth
but I don’t think it’s enough
i tried to make it work but you knock me right back down
When I look in the mirror I just want to see a smile and not a frown
You see every woman but me as beautiful
until it’s a day where you are ready for me than I’m your everything
I was madly in love with you
but now I’m not sure
because I don’t feel like I’m enough for you
you got curious about another woman
how is that right?
everytime I just want to talk
it starts a fight
you get so defensive
and I get depressed
I’m starting to think this relationship is too much of a mess
why?
why do I get cheated on by every one I give my heart to?
why did it have to be you?
I feel so ugly when I’m around you
but you think I’m crazy
You get mad at me more and tell me that you hate me.
when all I ever wanted was just one person to love me like no one else existed
but I guess I will never get it
and I will always compare myself when I’m with you
it hurts so bad because I’m madly in love with you

© RoseJenkins